As some of you may know, my spirit buddy is with me all the time. I was trying to find a topic to write about for today’s post, when he suggested, “write about how awesome you are.” I laughed, “oh yes because that’s not narcissistic in any way.” But that’s not what he was talking about. He gave me the idea to talk about my higher self, Yucka.
A friend of mine named Guada drew Yucka for me. She art channeled while I gave her a psychic reading. She drew Yucka absolutely perfectly! I was blown away by how much energy surrounded the picture, and my soul instantly knew it was her.
Me: Hey there, Yucka.
Yucka: Hi me! (giggles) this is so much fun!
Me: Did you enjoy Guada’s drawing of you?
Yucka: Oh yes! Most definitely. She drew me so beautifully. I was absolutely stunned by her talent and her ability to listen and take in what I was saying with such comprehension.
Me: Did Erik help at all?
Yucka: Oh goodness no! It was all me and her, girlfriend. She received no help at all except from me.
Me: So the reason why I wanted to speak with you today—
Yucka: Other than that I’m awesome.
Me: (I laugh) Yes, other than that. Is that I wanted people to get to know you. I want to get to know you! What are you like? Where are you from?
Yucka: Oh deary, you already know me. You’ve known me your entire life. I’ve come to help you get to know yourself better.
Me: How so?
Yucka: You see, when you speak with me you’re actually speaking with the Source in a way.
Me: I’ve always struggled with that concept. So me channeling you right now is really me talking with the Source?
Yucka: (She nods) Mmhmm… It’s pretty much the same thing in a way, but different too.
Me: I still don’t get it. Well I think I get it, but explain it better.
Yucka: We are all one in the same, but we each respond to experiences differently. We each have our own personalities and sense of humor, yet we all come from the same piece of the pie. It’s like we’re each a slice with a different flavor, but all of us together create the pie as a whole. Get it?
Me: Yeah I think I get it now. I want someone else to tell me more about it, and not just me channeling it.
Yucka: You have to have more faith in your channeling, my dear. You can do phenomenal things. Don’t ever doubt yourself. That’s the Human ego right there. I want you to shed yourself of that.
Me: You want me to shed the Human ego?
Yucka: Not entirely no because it’s meant to protect you. You have to have your ego, but I want you to keep it at the bare minimum.
Me: Is that what you mean when we become one?
Yucka: Yes. You will be very close to me like we are one, but we will still be different in ways.
Me: Can you explain in more detail please?
Yucka: Yes. When you are born, you are born with the needed attributes to be Heather. To be who you are in this incarnation. Like I added writing, sensitivity, humor-lots of sarcasm of course-intelligence, empathy, and so on. But overtime as you lived life, you brought on these new beliefs and attributes through your experiences. I want you to shed yourself of the unnecessary things you’ve kept like your fear, anger, doubt, and lack of self love. You have gotten better at your anger, but your lack of self love is troubling. I want you to work on that more because it’ll begin to shed everything else. Once self love is acquired, everything else will fall into place.
Me: Okay. I will try to work on that. (I sigh)
Yucka: What is the matter? Talk about how you feel? You sighed heavily for a reason. Let’s talk about it.
Me: I’m just stressed is all. I want to have this all down already. I want to accomplish self love and get to where I need to be in life.
Yucka: Do not rush these things or else you’ll never get there. You are on the right track. Sloooow down, and take your time. You have all the time in the world.
Me: But I want to hurry up and leave already.
Yucka: I know you do, sweetie. We’ve always been this way in every incarnation. Always in such a hurry. (laughs) The last thing we said before incarnating into this lifetime was “alright. Let’s hurry up and get this over with.”
Me: (laughs) I wouldn’t doubt it!
Yucka: But we must take our time. We must slow down. You have all the time in the world to finish everything. Who cares if you live a few years longer!
Me: When will I die?
Yucka: (shakes her finger at me) Ah-ah-ah! You’re not allowed to know that yet.
Me: But why not?
Yucka: Because it would never benefit you to know. You’re already so high up into the clouds that telling you about your death would make it so you can never become grounded again. Well not “never”, but it’d be pretty damn hard to bring you back down to Earth. You are so easily floatable. You could just stay in the clouds all day.
Me: Will I be here long?
Yucka: No. We have always told you this. Don’t feel rushed at all, my love. You are going at a much faster pace than we thought. Calm down! Slow down! There’s lives you have to impact that are not even born yet.
Me: What’s that saying? “Keep calm and do something.”
Yucka: Yeah. Keep calm and live on. Slow the fuck down.
Me: (laughs) Oh yeah, thanks Yucka.
Yucka: No problem, girlfriend. Anything else for me, my love?
Me: Nope! I don’t think so.
Yucka: Well then good! (she gives me a big cheeky smile)