I haven’t been posting because I’ve been taking time for myself. I’ve been in such a reflective mood, and I haven’t been wanting to converse as much. It’s not a bad thing at all! I needed this I think. I feel refreshed now, and ready to share again 😀
My new year has been good. I’m helping to plan for the Channeling Erik tour, which takes up most of my thoughts now. I’m always thinking about it, and I’m such a control freak when it comes to organization. This has proven to be a difficult task for me hahahaha! I have the tendency to just lead the pack and take over things. I have a hard time working in teams, so this is serving as bit of a lesson for me with letting go. I had this problem when we’d do group projects in high school. I’d say “just give me everything. I’ll take care of it.” Hey, at least I can admit my flaws, right? 😉 I think I’ve been doing good so far. I was hesitant to help at first because I knew it’d be difficult for me with my “organization control” problem. However, I got messaged and asked to help. I took that as a sign that I should do it!
I wanted to talk about New Year’s Resolutions.
New Year’s Day is like any other day to me. I don’t do much to celebrate the new year other than drink hahahaha! I used to do New Year’s resolutions all the time, but I never actually went through with any of them. I’d set the typical ones like losing weight or doing better in school. I decided that instead of a resolution/setting a goal, I would go for a wish 🙂 we set goals everyday both long term and short term. My goals are the same as they were a month ago, so I decided to not go for another long term goal. I’m already working on all of them!
My wish this year is to become a better medium. I have my goals that I’m already working on to get there, but I took the time to put the intent that by the end of the year I’ll be a better and more successful medium than I was at the beginning of the year.
A lot of people say that I’m good already, but to me I’m not good enough. I can do better. MUCH better. I hope ya’ll will stick with me as I post about my growth 🙂
And Happy New Year!