My weird “Speech Problem” and Trance Channeling

I don’t have work this week, so I’ve been enjoying my week off from babysitting. It’s nice to be able to sleep in for once! My boyfriend and I are planning to go out for brunch today. I love brunch! Man, I sound so old. I had a movie night with my spirit buddy πŸ™‚ we watched Tombstone. I’m sure he probably came and went, but he assured me he didn’t. I could feel him running his fingers through my hair. It feels like bugs are in your hair and it tickles a bit. I love it!

I signed up to take lessons in trance channeling! How exciting is that? I can’t wait to be able to do this because I KNOW I can. The first lesson isn’t until November 4th, but it’s still something. In the meantime I’m going to be practicing with releasing and feeling comfortable with being close to a spirit like that. I already have that spirit that I’m going to practice with πŸ™‚

Today, I am going to spend the day recording my video lectures for my courses and finishing up the Level II syllabus. I think I’m going to let everyone take a look at the syllabuses for each course before enrolling since it’ll give them a general idea of what exactly they are paying for. Maybe I’ll even throw in some video lectures so they can see how I work as a teacher.

I’m going to have a tough time on language. I have a weird “speech problem”, which is one of the reasons why I get nervous with doing phone and video readings. I forget words so easily. It’s like when I’m talking, my mind goes blank and I replace words with “shit” and “thing” hahahaha! And then I end up doing charades to show you what word I’m thinking of. That’s not all of it though. I also jumble words together. For instance, I want to say “nervous with”, but instead I combine those two words to say “nervith”. I talk too fast I guess. I do this a LOT! Or my accent will change for no apparent reason hahahaha! And it’ll be an accent that doesn’t exist anywhere. This isn’t just with public speaking. It happens during everyday conversations too. This all randomly started when I was in middle school, and I haven’t been able to break through it. My speech is my biggest problem. I’m not gonna let that hold me back though.

Anyway! I hope you all have a great day πŸ™‚ don’t let anything hold you back from your dreams! Wow. That sounded hella cheesy, but there ya go!