Conversations with my Mama:
Mama: Heather! Why are your state test scores so….
Mama: No. They’re just all over the place. Constantly up and down. You have no constant! Reading is advanced. Math is below average. English is advanced. Science is average. History is proficient…. Like what is going on? You’re just all over the wall!
Me: Well at least I know what I’m good at!
Mama: I don’t like your grades being bipolar.
I’d also like to share with you a dream I had last night. I always remember my dreams with such detail. It’s rare if I don’t, and it bothers me when I can’t remember them. I think I’ll begin sharing my dreams with you 🙂
I had a dream I was at some type of fair. I was with old friends from high school and then I see two of my exes. I was still friends with one of them and he and I just talked and caught up on how our lives have been going. Then I see my second ex (the one who cheated on me), and I wanted nothing to do with him. I told him straight up, “get away from me. I don’t like you.” I saw his girlfriend too (who use to be my friend) and they were still together. I thought “how nice that they’re still together. I wonder if she knows he cheats on her too.”
Both of them wanted to talk to me, but I wanted nothing to do with them. I felt so bitter towards them. My other ex I was friends with said “come one. Let’s go. We don’t need to talk to them.” And we walked somewhere else. As the dream continued on, I saw the cheating ex and his girlfriend getting married and she was pregnant during the wedding. I laughed and said, “of course she got pregnant and now they’re getting married. Of course.” I saw she was really happy, which I couldn’t understand because she was pregnant! I thought, “how could you want kids right now? You’re still a child yourself!” Then I thought, “whatever. Let me live their life. I’ll be over here doing my thing.”
Then my dream changed and I was working on my career and my life with Josh. I became extremely successful in my life and got married to the man I loved.
So far I have a total of 8 people who have signed up to recieve the link to purchase my class; however, only 3 have actually purchased the course. I think I need to put up a disclaimer that filling out the initial form doesn’t guarantee you a spot. So that means there’s still room! Have a beautiful day everyone 🙂 I have loads of homework to do! WAIT! I have one more thing to say! I am just all over the place today.
I tried trance channeling for the first time last night with a good spirit friend of mine named Erik, and I think I might upload my practice run some time. I didn’t fully trance channel, but I almost got it. I started to feel a buzzing in my head, and my head fell to the side. Then my eye lids started fluttering like crazy! I felt Erik come in through my heart chakra and I suddenly felt warm all over. He got control of my arms because I felt like I had no control over them. They went numb and had lain limp in my lamp. My heart race began to pick up, and I think my excitement was what messed up everything. i have to work on staying calm. I am determined to get it! I WILL get it!
Okay, NOW everyone have a good day 😉 I love you all!
To check out the Channeling Erik blog, click here.